To the hypocrites, you have won. Today, I become light. I leave as an epitaph a “silent scream”: the pain of having existed.
However, don't waste your time with empty excuses and false struggles. Lost time will never return and regret is the mother of all condemnation.
In this sense, I screamed silently, seeking attention and a friendly shoulder during the internal war that haunted me. I desperately prayed for peace of mind, but I came to the conclusion that God does not exist.
Furthermore, on rainy days, I looked at the sky and didn't see the happiness that once fell to me. I looked around and didn't see anyone. Everyone immersed in their own worlds, living their lives, while I, like an invisible man, screamed and no one heard me.
Further, life goes by too fast to waste time on those who don't have time. I will look for someone in this world to hear my cry. Even if I need to scream at the moon, someone will hear me.
Still, I screamed my silent scream as loud as I could, for my life depended on it. With my silent scream, I hoped to find my north, but no one ever came, no one ever heard me.
Eventually, I looked in the mirror and saw a monster, the aberration or the cause of my loneliness. Soon, I would close my eyes and imagine myself as a dream in a happy and colorful place, far from monsters and loneliness. Loyal friends, frequent contacts without betrayal and enlightened relatives. Soon, I wake up again and I'm in this nightmare, the reality is much worse than the dream.
In short, nothing I do will change how I feel. Faced with this situation, I say goodbye to those who don't understand my feelings and go in search of a new, unknown place, which I hope will be better than where I was.
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