{"id":24922,"date":"2025-12-01T08:05:00","date_gmt":"2025-12-01T11:05:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/felipemateus.com\/?p=24922"},"modified":"2026-05-14T15:04:34","modified_gmt":"2026-05-14T18:04:34","slug":"impostor-in-my-home","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/felipemateus.com\/en\/blog\/2025\/12\/impostor-in-my-home","title":{"rendered":"Impostor in My Home"},"content":{"rendered":"<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-9-16 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Imposter in my home\" width=\"422\" height=\"750\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/XhCOsGoGVbM?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">My house, my home, my beach: I swim with ease. 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