{"id":60245,"date":"2026-04-09T08:00:00","date_gmt":"2026-04-09T11:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mundoazul.blog\/?p=60245"},"modified":"2026-06-03T21:42:55","modified_gmt":"2026-06-04T00:42:55","slug":"bad-omen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/felipemateus.com\/en\/blog\/2026\/04\/bad-omen","title":{"rendered":"Bad Omen"},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I woke up once again from a bad dream. I&#039;m here anxious, worried about whether I&#039;m the driver or if fate is as inevitable as a moving train. Again I wake up with a blink before the abyss, with the fate I feared most embracing me and me having to accept it as if it were to my liking.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Today is March 13, 2026, a month after my birthday. I wake up seeing an image I didn&#039;t want to see. 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