{"id":9258,"date":"2023-11-13T08:00:00","date_gmt":"2023-11-13T11:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/felipemateus.com\/?p=9258"},"modified":"2026-05-14T15:06:42","modified_gmt":"2026-05-14T18:06:42","slug":"life-is-a-labyrinth","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/felipemateus.com\/en\/blog\/2023\/11\/life-is-a-labyrinth","title":{"rendered":"Life is a Labyrinth"},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"has-text-align-justify wp-block-paragraph\">Each day I become more distant from who I once was. My companion, the imagination of many years, has left me with a deep, bitter taste.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">What can I imagine, if what destiny has reserved for me is a route to a dead end, facing an immense abyss? Who am I? I no longer recognize myself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Where is that pride that once belonged to me? I envy the certainty that&#039;s gone, the imagination that fled from me to warmer, happier arms.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\" id=\"p-rc_f67b3377b4d117f2-191\"><a href=\"https:\/\/mundoazul.blog\/web-stories\/sinais-que-voce-esta-jogando-sua-vida-no-lixo\" type=\"web-story\" id=\"8307\">I want to wake up one day and know that all of this was just a bad dream.,<\/a> And that I am not him, my own enemy. Waking up every morning on the same day, and not having the slightest hope of glimpsing a new day is disheartening.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\" id=\"p-rc_f67b3377b4d117f2-192\">If in life by car I am a passenger, in personal contact I am a shadow. A lonely shadow at the door of darkness, without hope, without dreams. I continue searching for the<sup><\/sup>Leaving this labyrinth, with the joy of experiencing a different day as the reward.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">In this labyrinth, where do you find yourself? 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